'you'll never be lonely if you befriend yourself' i kind of live by that. i've learned to do that, i'm a friend with myself, even when i feel so alone, i have myself, so i get through it. darn how i hate being an outcast. :/
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I'm Stephanie, I posted on here a while ago, Patrick, might remember me.
ok, i just needed some place to rant. so here it goes. i hate it when you tell people you feel like you're being left behind because they basically only have you there for a third wheel yet they continue to constantly do it. i hate how if you tell someone all your problems they never shut up about there own no matter how much you need someone, even if its just for seconds. i hate how i have to be there for my friends for all of there problems but during the very few times i actually need them to be there they aren't, they're still bitching about there own problems and not even ****ing caring. and no matter how much i tell them im feeling left out they really don't care and just keep going on leaving me out.
i hate that and something that kind of relates to that: when you do things for people all the time, always say "ok, i'll do that for you", always go out of your way to pick someone up/drive them somewhere, always let them do stuff at your expense, always say yes in general, then the 1 time you say no, they start bitching about it, it pisses me the f*ck off!